I can still remember when I asked her to go to the beach with me, it was a Thursday and we skipped our class for that day and went on that journey. The bus ride took about 2 hours, it was long trip, long enough for me to think on what to say to her. I wanted to find the right words for her, for me she was perfect girl and only the perfect words are supposed to be to said on that day.
Finally were on the site, it was so cold. Nah, just messing around, it was a summer day on the beach, what would you expect? She has this allergy that can be triggered by a lot of things, and one of these is heat! Yah, she was red and most of the times, up to now I can’t tell if it was because of the sun or because she was nervous.
She went to the bathroom to change and she suddenly screamed. aaaaahhhhhh! she said. I came rushing to her to find out what was happening, there was a small crab lloking at her and it seemed angry. Yup, you read it right, a crab! I really don’t know why there’s a crab there but it scared the shit out of her. aaahhhh! Well, that crab incident was just the start.
We sat down at the seashore, in the part that had shade of course. I just looked at the see hoping that somehow I can see the right words out there. Then it came to me, what did I want to happen that day? So it came out, “Anne, gusto mo ba kong maging boyfriend?” WTF?! Was that perfect? you decide. Well, it worked! She was silent, looking at sea then to the sand. That was the most of the most. Most what? I don’t know, can’t find the right word, all I wanted was to hear her answer. She didn’t answer, so I looked at her and when I was about to saw something she pointed something at the sand, she wrote “YES”. All hell breaks loose! It was official, she was mine. MISSION SUCCESFUL. haha.
It almost a year now, on March 13 we will celebrate our anniversary. I don’t have definite plans yet but I do intend to show her how much I love her on that day. Im just so lucky to have her.
I wrote this blog March 7, 2009.
I am not re-posting this blog to sound bitter or something. I just want to say and make you realize that things could turn so different in a short period of time. Everything changes we know that, what we do not know is what king change would be happening.
I try to think why I wrote that blog. Obviously, I am not a person who loves to blog. I guess that trait of mine was over taken by passion when decided to write that blog. I wanted people to know how much I love her. I wanted them to know “our story”.
Yes, now is very much different from before. However I am glad to write that blog because despite all that happened, I have that to look back and remember.
If you want something to stay, write it. It doesn’t matter where you write it, just do.